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Backstage Oscar de la Renta Pre Spring 2013
I could literally feel my heart wanting you, needing you.
This is what I want to have when I grow up.
I JUST WANT YOU WITH ME. NOW. RIGHT NOW.
it’s funny, when i met him i never thought he would mean so much to me
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it’s true. you never think when meeting people for the first time how they are going to impact you, what they will mean to you, who they are going to be to you. it’s incredible how someone can come to mean so much, or even how someone who meant a great deal can suddenly…not.
I don’t think I could have ever guessed who would mean so much to me now, but to those people I just want to say, thank you. I wouldn’t be who I am without you.
if nothing else, these past 4 years have taught me that life will always surprise you. you never know what’s going to happen. you can’t plan everything out, you can’t expect things to always fall into place; things change, people change, and you never know where you’re going to end up.
there are so many things I wish I had done differently, people I wish I had met earlier, people I wish I had gotten to know better, things I wish I had said, things I wish I could change. but I know better. I know that I wouldn’t be who I am today if things had been any different.
and now, this is how it ends. four years of my life. four years of studying, partying, wasting time, hanging out, dancing, dancing, and more dancing. four years of meeting people, forging friendships, bonding, fighting, reconciling. four years of recklessness, impulsiveness, sloppiness. four years of love, hate, and everything in between. suddenly it’s all over.
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